It does not matter to history or to HYDRA. But if it matters to you, then it matters.
You have implied more than once that I might grow tired of you if we spent more time together. While we cannot predict impossible futures, I assure you I would only find you more interesting. Not less.
It matters to me. It all matters to me. I know that I'm supposed to be putting it behind me and moving beyond the traumas of the past but it's ever present and it feels like a lie to say it's not.
Maybe I think that James Barnes isn't as interesting as the Winter Soldier. So as I become more detached from that part of myself, I suppose I wonder. But thank you for saying that.
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Date: 2021-04-21 06:29 pm (UTC)You have implied more than once that I might grow tired of you if we spent more time together. While we cannot predict impossible futures, I assure you I would only find you more interesting. Not less.
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Date: 2021-04-21 09:42 pm (UTC)Maybe I think that James Barnes isn't as interesting as the Winter Soldier. So as I become more detached from that part of myself, I suppose I wonder. But thank you for saying that.