[ it's nearly palpable, the way james' attitude changes over the course of this last series of texts. finally, something that feels a little closer to the truth. ]
Different how? Do I wish this holiday I get to enjoy with you was something more permanent? Do I wish that I were not a wanted man, pursued by forces who want me back in prison or dead? Or do I wish my country were not wiped off the face of Europe?
There is plenty to regret. But I try to spend as little time as possible thinking of things I cannot have.
[ it took awhile for him to send anything back, lost in thoughts and down pathways he never wanted to explore. he never really stopped to think about zemo's loss because then it made him more human and less of a dark shadow tied to his past. it made him consider and he knew how dangerous it could be. ]
Am I an important part of the equation? Or you just like the protection I offer?
What
What if you could have some of it?
Can't do anything about the country part but the other parts. If it was possible, could I trust you to not kill anyone else?
[ it's a curious notion to see the cracks in james' veneer, the well hidden vulnerabilities he keeps guarded with an impassive face and the driest of sarcasm.
even more curious to see james actually offer something beyond suspicion.
zemo's fingers tap on the edge of his phone thoughtfully before replying. ]
I would not be here if not for you. You're integral to the equation, beyond the muscle and fearsome title you can wield.
I don't count the time I spent hunting and using you as pleasurable. However, international chartered flights accompanied by decent champagne and good company I do find exceedingly enjoyable.
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Date: 2021-05-09 09:43 am (UTC)Different how? Do I wish this holiday I get to enjoy with you was something more permanent? Do I wish that I were not a wanted man, pursued by forces who want me back in prison or dead? Or do I wish my country were not wiped off the face of Europe?
There is plenty to regret. But I try to spend as little time as possible thinking of things I cannot have.
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Date: 2021-05-09 06:02 pm (UTC)Am I an important part of the equation? Or you just like the protection I offer?
What
What if you could have some of it?
Can't do anything about the country part but the other parts. If it was possible, could I trust you to not kill anyone else?
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Date: 2021-05-10 10:06 am (UTC)even more curious to see james actually offer something beyond suspicion.
zemo's fingers tap on the edge of his phone thoughtfully before replying. ]
I would not be here if not for you. You're integral to the equation, beyond the muscle and fearsome title you can wield.
Is this a proposal?
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Date: 2021-05-21 11:14 pm (UTC)Answer the question first.
I don't know what the fuck I'm proposing, but something.
Maybe.
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Date: 2021-05-22 11:39 am (UTC)I have plenty of regrets. But no regrets about the time you and I spent together. Whatever you're proposing, I want a part in it.
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Date: 2021-05-22 04:57 pm (UTC)Again, the time we spent together in the past was with my brains scrambled. I still doubt you're going to like this version but fine.
I have a plan but you have to listen to me.
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Date: 2021-05-23 10:40 am (UTC)I'm all ears, James.
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Date: 2021-06-03 05:38 pm (UTC)It involves faking your death.
Still interested?
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Date: 2021-06-05 03:05 pm (UTC)Colour me curious and interested. You have my attention. Go on.
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Date: 2022-02-10 06:34 pm (UTC)Just have to stage your death and let them find you.