I have no qualms with futility. I think that if we had years instead of days, we both would have been all the different for it. Maybe your mind would have settled before you felt the need to bring your vision to the world. In that, maybe you would have found a kind of peace that didn't involve some of the choices you made. And maybe I could have found my own peace with you.
No, I doubt that I would have enjoyed the answer then. I know what happens when someone has too much time to think about the ways in which they felt wronged by the world and how they could imagine their vengeance. What I do is I go home to an empty apartment, an empty life. The last few days have made me feel more alive than I have in a long time.
I can't answer that for you except to say that your interests went beyond the serum. You know more about that part of the world than even I do. Maybe I'll need information again. Or maybe just conversations.
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Date: 2021-04-17 07:59 pm (UTC)No, I doubt that I would have enjoyed the answer then. I know what happens when someone has too much time to think about the ways in which they felt wronged by the world and how they could imagine their vengeance. What I do is I go home to an empty apartment, an empty life. The last few days have made me feel more alive than I have in a long time.
I can't answer that for you except to say that your interests went beyond the serum. You know more about that part of the world than even I do. Maybe I'll need information again. Or maybe just conversations.