No, you're right. The amends you make don't ease your conscience. They leave you longing for a sense of closure that will never come. I know how it feels.
Much of what you do is off the record. I don't need to indulge in such secrecy myself. Not here. I would show you off, if I could. I thought maybe I could be satisfied simply by travelling with you. Letting you access places you could never reach without my help. But it has only inspired further imaginings for me.
A pity we will soon run out of time when hope seems at its brightest. Cash in on your favours now. Come see me.
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Date: 2021-04-19 05:37 am (UTC)Much of what you do is off the record. I don't need to indulge in such secrecy myself. Not here. I would show you off, if I could. I thought maybe I could be satisfied simply by travelling with you. Letting you access places you could never reach without my help. But it has only inspired further imaginings for me.
A pity we will soon run out of time when hope seems at its brightest. Cash in on your favours now. Come see me.